So, if I screwed up the first time, how do I know I won't screw up this time? You know, I don't know, but what I do know, in my heart, is that I am never going to find a guy that will love and care for me as much as my current fiancé does. I also know that I love him more than anything in the world. Him and I were good friends before we even started dating. He was always by my side then and still is and will always be whatever choice I make, whether it be wrong or right. He's very good to me. Plus, he's young and bendable. When I say bendable, I don't mean in the physical way, you pervs...I mean bendable as in trainable without him losing the characteristics that I love and what makes him, him. I would never make or ask someone to change their whole self for me, that's selfish, and in the end, neither of us would be happy. I just give him guidance here and there, hehe.
Anyway, this blog is separate from my normal blog because I want to try to keep a log of my thoughts and plans until the day I say, "I do," again. Maybe this way I can bounce ideas off of people, family, or whomever that is willing to listen.
The adventure begins.....well, still no date set, but we are thinking September of 2012...maybe August. I am trying to accommodate peoples schedules really. I know what you're thinking....why are you trying to accommodate around people on your big day. It's simple. If I want them there, I am going to have to consider their schedule. Hmmm....maybe November around Thanksgiving. Gah, gonna have think this out more with the other half and his family. I am working around 2 college kids really. Oh well, we will come back to this thought at a later time and I will of course properly title it it'll be easier to find.
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